Sunday, August 28, 2011

Everlasting love

Jeremiah 31:3

3the LORD appeared to him[a] from far away.
I have loved you with an everlasting love;
therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you.

Footnotes:Jeremiah 31:3 Septuagint; Hebrew me

The LORD has loved me, Laura with an everlasting love and has proven Himself faithful to me.

Today at church we were given an opportunity to bury our hurts by forgiving those who have hurt us. No longer are we to carry these hurts caused by others, but we are to lay them down. As we placed our cards of forgiveness in the box for burial, it became crystal clear to me that my unforgiving spirit created a huge emptiness between myself and God. I felt as if I had allowed His everlasting love to be replaced by fear, rejection, and loneliness. I long for His perfect peace to cast out fear in difficult circumstances, so now I choose to stand strong in the battle of rejection and loneliness by humbly laying down my hurts. As the clouds of doubt and confusion are cleared from my being, I find comfort knowing that my God was not far away, for He has loved me with an everlasting love and has proven Himself faithful to me.




Tuesday, August 16, 2011

The Help

"The Help" is a movie that brought me to tears, but also to my knees. The years of sacrifice those women made for other children inspired me in a way that caught me by surprise. I know my job as Director of the Academy is very important, but until tonight I had not surrendered my life to those kids. Driving home alone, I was overcome by the strong urgency to completely surrender to this calling. Being challenged in such a clear way was somewhat frightening. Yes, I want the best for the kids, but was I willing to surrender my all for them? How could I not? For I know God placed a desire in my heart months ago to work with children and parents. I wanted to be used by God, to help families thrive and not just merely survive. As I surrendered, I felt the hugeness of the task ahead, my tender heart beat wildly for I knew God was starting something new in me!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

No fear in love, huh?


Lord, Use my kids for your glory!

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.
1 John 4:18